February 2012
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There is a lack of electricity in my life.
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Last night Marice and I got into a fight with some guy at Monk’s Kettle. It’s not really worth getting into the details, but basically this guy was a fucking asshole and Marice and I were not the type of women to let his assholery slide.
What I really want to talk about though was how this douchebag’s girlfriend/date/whatever just stood there looking uncomfortable and awkward...
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Rage.
I am in-fucking-satiable. I just want to dance to some dirty fucking hip-hop or some pounding electro like every-fucking-weekend, and as drunk as I get, as hungover as I become, etc. etc. I just want to rinse and repeat EVERY FUCKING WEEKEND.
Uh, I guess what I’m saying is that I need to get laid already. Fuck.
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Last day in Vegas and I’m nursing a particularly gnarly hangover. Last night was definitely not the best time to drink myself into oblivion, and I probably should have stopped drinking after my 4th free drink. Or after my 5th, or 6th, or 7th…
Also, I realize now that I’ve totally been doing life wrong, why do I always pay for my own drinks? Only men should be buying me drinks,...
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Recently I have felt in a state of flux. I expand, collapse, and explode.
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paosolski replied to your post: How do you cope with feelings of loneliness?
Poorly.
Well, actually, not always. More recently I’ve had the bad habit of drunk texting dudes who I want to keep me company (this doesn’t usually result in anything though, it’s more of an emotional/mental distraction than a physical one), but generally speaking, I tend to cope with my loneliness...
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Sigh. I go through such phases when it comes to my dating life. Sometimes I feel super gung ho about putting myself out there, meeting new people, and dating anyone who exhibits the least amount of compatibility with me. It’s times like these that I’m all up on OkCupid, browsing through pages and pages of men.
But most of the time I find myself just not giving a shit about anyone...
January 2012
13 posts
Sometimes I end up accidentally visiting a guy’s profile on OkCupid more than once and I hope that he doesn’t think I’m interested - really what’s happening is that his face is so generic that I’ve forgotten that I’ve clicked on his profile picture before.
Woops, too mean?
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So...
Chris and I are totally not on a break. Let’s just be real. We still talk everyday, still tell each other we miss each other everyday, still say I love you everyday.
But I mean, how can we not?
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On Ryan Gosling and why my (ex) boyfriend is...
Chris: Wait, you HAVEN'T watched The Notebook?! You HAVE to watch The Notebook!
Sometimes I wonder how it’s possible that I am apparently the strongest person in my family. Perhaps all of those years of teenage angst are finally paying off?
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mirroredstairways replied to your post: i like you dawg.
Thanks girl, I like you too. :)
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Girls who date my male friends tend to not like me. Girls in general tend to not like me. It’s kind of a recurring pattern in my life.
Today I found out that another girl dating one of my male friends doesn’t like me. It’s typical, really, I guess I just have that kind of personality. Threatening, maybe? Intimidating? Off-puttingly overconfident?
Perhaps these are just...
December 2011
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“Dude. I am naked, in bed, alone. Something obviously went wrong tonight.”
– Wrote this on Ashley’s Facebook wall 2 years ago. Lol, what the fuck, senior year of college is such a blur to me.
New favorite words:
Cocktopus
Fuckery
Fap (also, Fapping)
“Single people are always getting screwed. I have so many weddings and baby...”
– The Politics Of Giving Christmas Gifts « Thought Catalog
Ah-ha. LIKE.
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On the hos we'll date while on a break...
Me: you're going to love me more than all them other hos, right?
Me: because i'mma be the best ho of them all
Chris: yes bb
Me: sigh, who else will put up with me the way you put up with me?
Chris: no one
Me: probably true
I find it really amusing that my ex-boyfriend and...
Lol, my life.
Love is easy, it's people who are difficult.
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While working and Facetiming with Chris...
Me: You know, I'm actually getting this done faster talking to you than if I wasn't talking to you.
Chris: That's because I'm your muse, I inspire you.
Me: That just made me barf in my mouth.
Chris: Was it a barf of inspiration?
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Something quick and deeply personal.
This has been a weird month for me. It’s hard to even really talk about, because how to even organize my thoughts? I suppose bullet points will do.
My mom went off the deep end again and sent me a text message last week implying that she was going to commit suicide, and this is the second time this has happened in the last 2 years. Told my sister to call the cops and they showed up at my...
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Life can be so unexpected sometimes.
Yesterday I had to leave work early because I couldn’t control my crying over a family crisis that had taken place the night before.
Today, I’m ok. Happy even. Thanks to a series of well-timed, fortunate events, my life feels less desperate, less explosive.
Sometimes you just have to take something ugly and carve out your own happiness. Also, I have never believed in the karmic...
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I need to get out of my life.
I think it is exploding.
wasxzsgzxabi replied to your post: how was that book?
I loved The Alchemist the first time I read it when I was 17, right before I moved for college, but the second time around, I was definitely less moved. I think it’s a good book to read while in states of transition because it provides a positive perspective as to how you should think about your life and why certain events happen...
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Tonight, I...
…finished rereading The Alchemist, took a shower, wrote in my journal and now I’m about to get high and watch The Tree of Life.
A+ night.
Frank:
Me: um. Is that a fucking polar bear?
Frank: yup
Me: X_X
Me: I die, that is too fucking cute.
Frank: i think i want to tickle a baby polar bear sometime in my life
Frank: that’ll be one of my life goals
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Um, I might still be drunk on all the free liquor from my company Christmas party, but I’m pretty sure Allyson, Ramsey and I just ran across Ocean Beach away from a potential serial killer approaching us from the dark waters of the ocean.
This will probably make for an interesting future anecdote.
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I can give it all on the first date. I don't have...
November 2011
20 posts
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In honor of Black Friday, come to my house and my...
lmaogtfo:
Ahahaha, could not resist.
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On adulthood.
Isabel: is this what adulthood is like?
Isabel: being curious about how other people fuck?